A Day of Thoughts

Yes !!! After one week of grueling trial, we are left with another week of ok-ok week of trial. What do i meant here ? Hmmm... This week's paper consist of mostly paper 2 and subjective questions while next week paper will consist mostly of objective questions ! That is quite a good news considering all of my friends are studying like there is no tomorrow. Perhaps with the thoughts of paper 1 in mind, we can kind of relax a bit. Too much stress will lead to madness but too little will get us no where near our targets ^.^ And darn i am happy that i have a two days break before resuming exam. God is fair *amen*

Hmmm ... Nothing special happen during the whole week considering that the whole world is having exam. Ha ha. But i can do with some laugh still. My class actually discuss some questions during the Physic Paper 2 while the teacher on duty leave us. LOL. Well, not to say that it is right but heck, those questions are not that easy. Perhaps it is because we lack training in our exercises *regrets...* Even Man Soon's face looks older ever since trial started. I can still remember his face during our Physic Paper 2 and Maths Paper 2. With his hair all messy cause he use his hand to much onto his head ( hard thinker^^ ) and his moustache unshaved, you can kind of imagine how does he looks like. To make it easy, like a working man who has too much Fan Nao while working his butt out to meet his boss's dateline. Poor guy. My other friends do experience all this ageing process as well. Pimples, shadow eyes, hairs falling down ... the list will go a long way down. But we are glad to be able to carve out a smile everytime we meet each other. At least it gives me the feeling that the whole world has not got silent and cool since STPM is just another 2 months away !

What's more ? Oh ya, Kek's car meet with an accident. Poor guy yet fortunate. He is having his heart break into pieces now since his car needed RM450 to be repaired and that is worth his father's one week labour. Well, not to say it is good but these money is a need to be used since you can't drive in a car which is in a broken stated while on the road. It will be dangerous ! Blaming himself for not being careful. To be a bit nonsense, everyone will make mistakes and those mistakes is what make us a better guy tomorrow. Just don't let it bring you down ^.^Don't be over cared about the RM450 as well, mate. Cause your life is worth more than that. Your parents knew it. Well, they may feel a bit sad when they pay that amount just in one go but they know it is for their child's safety. Rm450 to buy my child's safety ? Why not ? They do not nag you after the accident but surely they have their reasons. Perhaps, they think that you are still a new driver so it is normal. Just be more careful next time. Cheer up ! You can be down but not forget to be grateful to not involve in any serious accident ^^ We have our bad days.

Waa... My post is getting longer ! LOL. This will be the last thing for today (^.^) At last, Siew Ling's incident. Nothing bad or good. But it struck a bit of a sadness flavour in all of us when we heard that she has a probability of not joining us to our end of year Pangkor trip and she will be planning to study oversea. Well, maybe not a bit. But one who has gone through it will know very well about this feeling i am babbling about. It has been a good experience studying in Form 6 especially when i get to study more things as well as knowing great guys and girls like you all. So, it is very sad when we are to parts our own way after STPM. Although this is how life works but it is sad. Perhaps, this is a sign of how much each of us treasured the time and memories we had together toward each other. But it will be good as well knowing that we are parting because there is a better future that lies in front of each of us. Just remember that we are friends before and hopefully, we will remember each other till long time comes. For those dudes and gals which i befriended, who will be planning to go abroad, do come back to visit us ^.^ Friends Forever.

WOW... Time does pass fast. It has been one hour already. Then, it is time for me to stop and face the books. Chemistry, i sure LOVE you !

Btw, i was asked this question- Will you accept her back after STPM when she ask about it ? Hmmm... I do not know how i will react when the time comes but one thing is for sure, i will like to focus on what i will be die doing for these few more months. Just for you dear friends to know, deep down inside me, there is still a place where i kept her and our memories together but to accept her back will need more than that. Making a new beginning means letting go of the past but letting go of the past is the hardest thing to do because past is what make us today and future >.<