Let Go and Go On

Hmmm ... it does seems hard to start what i want to say today. So, past two days, my ex messaged me and said she was unhappy. Really unhappy and just yesterday midnight she sent me a message saying she was crying because she was too sad. Well, being me and as a friend, i do want to help although i expected what will come but i tried to care and ask her. She just acts her usual tough side so i do not want to press on since i am just a friend. I'll know what will come next if i press on asking. On the other side, i do not pressed her for any more answers because i was worry that she still can't let go our past and will ask me if i still love her since i still care about her so much. Being selfish ? Perhaps ...

Today, open my mail and i saw one mail from her. Not any ordinary forward message but a letter-like. Read it up. My worse fear comes true. I will not give the details but just some walk through will do. After the break-up, a guy which is her friend wanted her to be his girlfriend and she told me that before. So, i help her walk through by giving advices to her. Done. Now, there is another St John guy who likes her a lot and has make his move. She is happy when with him and so does him. So, you know what next. There is some true in what the guy said to her. Why wait for a guy who had hurt you and does not give the other guy a chance to prove himself ?It is very true even i do not have any objection. I am a jerk that time and i am going to be another now. I told her to let go of the past and go on with life. The times we've been together is already past and will remain memories. I had let go. Maybe not all but at least i tried to let go and i find something more meaningful and important in life than a relationship. I told her to give herself a chance to live on. It may be hard but it is a lesson that life will always teaches us. No one ever said it will be easy to get up after a fall but if you give yourself a chance to try and get up, you have the chance to live on. Unless you give yourself a chance to do that, you remain where you are. Some things can be hard to let go especially those happy and sweet memories but in the end, when the time is up, we let go. That is life.

"Love can be search and found but it will be a worthless thing if one wait for a someone that has given up hope on love and has move on because he or she found something more important in life than love". This is a quote i wrote to her. Many in love will find this untrue or nonsense but it can't be denied that each and everyone of us find his own way of living his or her own life. Perhaps it will be a wrong principle once i find something greater than what i had found. Well, that will be that time and now, i live on with it. Humans find something new every time they walk their journey. That is what make life so special and meaningful. Each of us have a diary that can't be seen by the naked eye. Every chapter in it is different from the other and that what makes life worthwhile to live.

Well, those are images of what i had written in the mail replied to her. Hopefully, she gets what i meant. I can be a jerk for one day and forever in her heart but i do not hope for her to live her life the way she is living it now. We are all still young and our future is still shining bright. A journey in life that will take a worthwhile time to explore as well as walk upon it. Life... A book where no limitless lesson and knowledge unveil itself with a condition we give ourself a chance to walk on every time we stop to face our obstacles. Feel every step one take during the journey. I hope the very best for you and others that i cared and love.

TRUE TOUCHING STORIES ... T.T

These are few stories that tell off some of the most touching incidents me myself had ever come upon. These are however originally posted by my friend in his blog. I am posting these in my blog as well cause i found it meaningful as well as touching. Makes me wonder something ... Nowadays we keep saying that humans are selfish being but the recent disaster that occured at Sichuan,China does give us a picture of the unexpected. A life was given to make sure that few more lives can survive. Makes me remembered how my cousin brother saves two friends when diving. He gave up his life to save those two. Heroes are not born or made. They are born from under the very deep of our very own heart. Heroes are true selfless souls. And for this, i salute them and thank them for letting us know that we do not need any superman or batman to be our hero idol. Heroic can be shown through true courage and an attitude of deep loving and care for others. Feel these stories of love,courage and responsibilities.

Mother's love is like the vast universe. It's limit can never be seen or predicted. I am glad to have a mum who cares and loves me.


The bravest act one can act upon is not being courageous but it is by feeling responsible and to believe in what one believe. This father has shown responsibility for the people and his son has believe that in his life there will only be one true hero and that is his pop. Like father like son...


Sometimes, we do things not because we need to but it is because we must. For these people, it is their duty to do search and rescue when there is any disaster in their country. But when they do not act unselfishly towards their own lives, it proves that they are not doing this because it is their duty but it is because they must do this to make sure these children will have a future ahead of them. It is the love and care for the people of their country. God bless these heroes !


These two stories really show out what is the role play by teachers. Not only they teach us about school subjects but they are the teacher of life as well. They are our second parents at school. They are are doing a job that not only required professional attitude but as well as love for teaching, understanding, protective and caring for their students. These stories are great stories about teacher's profession.


Did you drop a tear or feel like crying while reading these ? If yes, you are touched. I almost did drop my tears and these stories really touch myself deeply. Spread it to your friends and let these people live on as heroes whether historically or memories. Just like how poet immortalize their loved ones in their poems...

Happy Ending >.<

My latest update in my blog after an almost two month absent from the scene >.< ... I hereby declare MY HOLIDAY ENDS TODAY !!! Tomorrow i am going back to the long lost battlefield. Minimini mai ni mo... 6 more months before STPM. Worried ? Nervous ? I guess i am feeling a bit of both. Haha

So, what i have done during these absent of two months? I don't think i will give myself a through details of events since it will take at least 'do not know' how long page to finish it up. Boringness will sink in ... Haha. Just briefly and mathematically. 2 MONTHS = REVISION TILL MIDNIGHT + FORMULA NIGHTMARES + 3 WEEKS EXAMINATION + 2 WEEKS OF ENJOYMENT + EVERYDAY REFLECTION ON ONES LIFE Haha... Isn't life beautiful ? We can just make maths or chemistry or even artistic out of it >.<

Enjoyment week... Hmmm ... what i had done after minus out time for tuition and extra classes ? Mostly are outdoor activities as well as school activities >.< ... On the first day of holiday which was on Saturday, i joined a community service that is organised by the Interact Club and the Sport Prefect Body. Community service = A visit to the orphanage cum old folks house. Went there and play with the orphans. In short, spend time with them (children & old dudes) since they seldom had anyone visiting them. We had fun ! I'll upload the pictures when i get it from Miss Regina ( Photographer of the day ! )

AA !!! Then on the first week, we have an Orientation Day for SMJK Yu Hua's lower six students. I need to learn dancing for five days for the event since the orientation has included a dancing event in the night... Haha. Of course, there are few of my friends that are involved. DANCERS = GIRLS + BOYS ... We are like one happy family in those periods of practising. We spend most of the day at school practising >.<MISS REGINA !!! Haha

Then... I went for outdoor activities with my friends from SMJK Yu Hua for few days. Well, not continuously but with sequence >.< I am thinking of calling up my OTHER GANG next time and not to miss is MAY YING since she wants so much to go to place like that... Haha... Well, i have few pictures to PROVE my achievements ... WAHAHA

Enjoy !!! These pictures were taken during the climbing activity that me and my friends went. The Sungai Tekala ones i will post it later as well since the pictures are at MR CHIN FAI !!!

We reach the waterfall at last after climbing for almost two hours >.<

First time, there are on 4 ma lat lous >.< We need to do that cause we have no extra cloths with us >.<
Taken after we had our lunch at Broga

Second time, two girls has joined us and i salute them. They are tough !!!

Nature can somehow be tempting cause it has its own beauties >.<

Hulo there ! Monkeys are part of the system that makes the forest alive !!!

Well, i guess that is all for now then... The other pictures taken during my holidays will be posted as soon as i get the pictures from those 2 >.<