another pass-by ...

I just read a blog written by KL, a SPECKY friend of mine whom i known since Form 1. It comes by to be a shocking news. After reading it, i was kept wondering. How many people have passed by this day and never have the chance to see tomorrow's sun ?

My classmate's mom just PASSED AWAY. His grandpop just PASSED AWAY. Indonesia ex-president just PASSED AWAY. All these saddening events happened just in a short period without taking into account who you are or what status are u holding in the society. Just few days old. Makes me wondering? When will i face the same fate. Perhaps, not now but in my coming days. Am i prepared for it? Had i done enough with my life before leaving my loved ones behind? Questions keep popping out in my mind.

Well, most people will say, " Aiya, die only ma. Every people must go through de la". Quite true but how many individuals are able to face DEATH bravely when IT is in just around the corner and to go back to HIS side without regretting each second that is spent on Earth. I believe hardly. Even i can often find myself quoting those phrases but never really did think the real courage needed to face IT.

However, for me. Now, there is only one answer i am able to give myself. DO WHAT I MUST DO FIRST. There may be many answers i can still give myself but for now this is just it. What i am going through is a thing that i will be doing just for once in my life. I will never think or even choose to go through this again if given the choice to do so. So, why not do it now and not regret it in future? TRUE?

Looking at the mountain in front of me that is waiting for me to be 'TRIM'. A mountain that never really seems to be getting less in height but growing from day to day. Funny? I wonder. A part of my life that is going on day to day.

REV-iv-AL ?

I have decided to revive my BLOGSPOT.com since a friend of mine who is studying at SINGAPORE asked me why didn't i blog for a long time. I had to admit that it has been quite a while since i last update my LOUSY blog area !

But I have my reasons for not blogging in this period of time until now !

Reasons:-

-I am a F6 student ( lame, lame, LAME )
-Barely have time to remember that i have a blog ( ma brain is CRAMPED with formulas and theories )
-'Baldly' have time to blog ( HARDWORKING teachers giving us a hard time plus too much to catch up )
-Too much to worry besides blogging >.< ( no 4FLAT<Primary excuse> )
-LAZY ! ( REAL rEaSoN )
-MOST of my friends that blog are college students ... not STPM ! ( FOLLOW SUIT ma < TRENDY > )

Well, looks like i had given all the lame-iest and unlogical reasons...

CoNcLuSiOn, let's wish that i will update my blog from time to time without slacking...

p.s. how to put in the chat box ? please ... ENLIGHTEN me !