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Saturday, September 20, 2008

A Day of Thoughts

Yes !!! After one week of grueling trial, we are left with another week of ok-ok week of trial. What do i meant here ? Hmmm... This week's paper consist of mostly paper 2 and subjective questions while next week paper will consist mostly of objective questions ! That is quite a good news considering all of my friends are studying like there is no tomorrow. Perhaps with the thoughts of paper 1 in mind, we can kind of relax a bit. Too much stress will lead to madness but too little will get us no where near our targets ^.^ And darn i am happy that i have a two days break before resuming exam. God is fair *amen*

Hmmm ... Nothing special happen during the whole week considering that the whole world is having exam. Ha ha. But i can do with some laugh still. My class actually discuss some questions during the Physic Paper 2 while the teacher on duty leave us. LOL. Well, not to say that it is right but heck, those questions are not that easy. Perhaps it is because we lack training in our exercises *regrets...* Even Man Soon's face looks older ever since trial started. I can still remember his face during our Physic Paper 2 and Maths Paper 2. With his hair all messy cause he use his hand to much onto his head ( hard thinker^^ ) and his moustache unshaved, you can kind of imagine how does he looks like. To make it easy, like a working man who has too much Fan Nao while working his butt out to meet his boss's dateline. Poor guy. My other friends do experience all this ageing process as well. Pimples, shadow eyes, hairs falling down ... the list will go a long way down. But we are glad to be able to carve out a smile everytime we meet each other. At least it gives me the feeling that the whole world has not got silent and cool since STPM is just another 2 months away !

What's more ? Oh ya, Kek's car meet with an accident. Poor guy yet fortunate. He is having his heart break into pieces now since his car needed RM450 to be repaired and that is worth his father's one week labour. Well, not to say it is good but these money is a need to be used since you can't drive in a car which is in a broken stated while on the road. It will be dangerous ! Blaming himself for not being careful. To be a bit nonsense, everyone will make mistakes and those mistakes is what make us a better guy tomorrow. Just don't let it bring you down ^.^Don't be over cared about the RM450 as well, mate. Cause your life is worth more than that. Your parents knew it. Well, they may feel a bit sad when they pay that amount just in one go but they know it is for their child's safety. Rm450 to buy my child's safety ? Why not ? They do not nag you after the accident but surely they have their reasons. Perhaps, they think that you are still a new driver so it is normal. Just be more careful next time. Cheer up ! You can be down but not forget to be grateful to not involve in any serious accident ^^ We have our bad days.

Waa... My post is getting longer ! LOL. This will be the last thing for today (^.^) At last, Siew Ling's incident. Nothing bad or good. But it struck a bit of a sadness flavour in all of us when we heard that she has a probability of not joining us to our end of year Pangkor trip and she will be planning to study oversea. Well, maybe not a bit. But one who has gone through it will know very well about this feeling i am babbling about. It has been a good experience studying in Form 6 especially when i get to study more things as well as knowing great guys and girls like you all. So, it is very sad when we are to parts our own way after STPM. Although this is how life works but it is sad. Perhaps, this is a sign of how much each of us treasured the time and memories we had together toward each other. But it will be good as well knowing that we are parting because there is a better future that lies in front of each of us. Just remember that we are friends before and hopefully, we will remember each other till long time comes. For those dudes and gals which i befriended, who will be planning to go abroad, do come back to visit us ^.^ Friends Forever.

WOW... Time does pass fast. It has been one hour already. Then, it is time for me to stop and face the books. Chemistry, i sure LOVE you !

Btw, i was asked this question- Will you accept her back after STPM when she ask about it ? Hmmm... I do not know how i will react when the time comes but one thing is for sure, i will like to focus on what i will be die doing for these few more months. Just for you dear friends to know, deep down inside me, there is still a place where i kept her and our memories together but to accept her back will need more than that. Making a new beginning means letting go of the past but letting go of the past is the hardest thing to do because past is what make us today and future >.<

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

Random

Just finish revising my physics on the wave chapter. Quite confusing but still, i manage to understand a bit of here and there. Compared to modern physics, i prefer modern physic far more than classic physic. The formulas and theories are just exceptionally complex in the classic version of physic. However, i must be able to live with it since i am thinking of taking up an engineering course. But considering i am doing STPM, result does play a big role in deciding whether i will be given a forestry course or engineering course for my tertiary education at public university. Even excellent STPM student sometimes find it hard to get the course they want. That is how our education system goes around ...QUOTA

Some of my friends had started their degree program. All the best mates ! May you all get excellent result for every semester and graduate with a first degree by the time you all finish your courses !

By the way, Kar Leong's new gang of SA( Student Association) is very 'fierce'. They back him up so hard when i was zha-ing him on the subject of HIM !!! I kind of just joke around with him about him being sweet and sissy. Well, actually i was kinda wanted compliment him since he has change so much after he starts of with you know what ^.^ And i meant good change. But i can't bring myself to say those so i just said he was putting some sissy flavour into his personality. LOL. But heck, good lad he is one. So, dude, no offense ei cause i know you are to matured to fall for all these traps ! At least that is the KL i knew... HO HO HO ... And i got shoot and zha back by his new mates at Nottingham. Too bad yet it is good to know you have so many backers. LOL

Done. Enough nonsense. Back to my revision. Lo Lo Lo

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

A Bad Day

Because you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You had ....

Today, somehow, i found this song sang by Daniel Powter to had describe my school day with accuracy. Perhaps, those are not suitable words to bring forward what i wanted to wrote but hopefully, some of you will get it ^.^

School day was fine at first. Well, at least until some misunderstanding incidents happened. Nothing big. Just some conversation which makes me need to be extra patient (Hope you get my point). Since i can't really put myself into blaming anyone,i'll just explain from my point of view...

Everything starts with a question related with my friend's girlfriend. Regrets is all i have for asking THE question cause it was a disaster after that. To be honest, I do not meant anything when i asked that question and it is solely for the purpose of knowing. That's all. Perhaps, it is i who can't see the consequence of asking such question and i will be deem to be busybody. But one thing is for sure, besides getting no response from my friend, i was criticized and given answers by my other friends which brought out the meaning 'Mind Your Own Business'. Fine. I was to be blame for asking that. But i want to make it clear that i never meant anything or whatever toward his girlfriend. I ask just for the sake of knowing and because she is my friend cum so called kai xun. I'll appreciate it if you all do not make stories out of it especially when in front of him. Who knows what he will think ? ... This is not the first time in fact, it is the second time i get such responses. But what can i do on the spot ? Just smile and make a joke out of myself ? Yes and that is what i did. Seems like i was a coward or something for not standing up to my own intention ? Plus, i do not intend to start any quarrel with them (sounds noble but no one cares). I had experienced once a quarrel with a friend and i do not intend to repeat it !

As being said by LieZi, "When misunderstood by others, be aware that you could be the reason for their misunderstanding". Maybe i was the reason but i will never know till the other person speak out to me which i doubt, since i had be given the cold shoulder nowadays when i started a conversation. I sense there is something wrong between us but i never know the reason. I do not even know where i did wrong ! But i'll admit my mistakes and change if given the chance to do so...

I am sorry if i did anything wrong that make you felt disgusted when i am around you. If only i knew where i did wrong, i'll change not for the sake of you but for the sake of our friendship. But i'll make this a point, i'll change for better not to please anyone ! Hmmm ... Thinking back ... This is the first time i had come to a dead end like this. Because, everytime when i ask questions about my friends' girlfriends just for the sake of knowing, they'll just talk about it and does not seems to be crossed.Well, perhaps that is what we get after years of being together and we understand each other very well. But i do wonder where i did wrong this time. Pondering back, i didn't pick up my tone or sound demanding. It was just a casual question. Besides, i did not asked anything too private or talk nonsense about both of you. Thinking ... pondering ... wondering ...

Recently, it seems so hard to blend in with the exam coming nearer and stress level at peak point. I do not know if this is true but heck, that is what i felt. Right or wrong? I do not want to judge but i'll just go on with mine... Perhaps, I'll just make myself talk less and the world will be a better place. Distressed and down ? Surely but I am still me and i have my life to live. And i believe everyone deserve a second chance to be better when it comes to friendship.

Sorry if any of my friends who felt unsatisfied with what i had written. There is nothing personal in here. Just a space where i can put in my thoughts. PEACE !!!

K... Time for a nap (>.<)

Sunday, September 14, 2008

Mooncake Festivity

Exhaustion is eating me up after celebrating the mooncake festival which is a meaningful celebration for us chinese. For me and my family, mooncake festival is a day where we spend our time with our loved ones. In today case, my family and that includes my relatives. My parents had organised a small gathering at our home and we invited a few of our relatives from my father's side. My mother's side family are all at Bahau, which is my hometown so too far ... But then, i still wish them all a very Happy Mooncake Festival !!!

So, we had our dinner together. Steamboat, fried bee hun, salad and a whole bunch of variety of food. And WOW... i was dead full after three rounds of eating ! I can feel my stomach coming out and my goodness... It feels like a big round pillow. LOL. However, back to normal after few hours of rest. After eating, me and my cousins have some happy moments together. Of course, the lantern and candle burning is not to be missed ! Lantern oo ... lantern ... Makes me flashback to my childhood days... I was so excited then everytime i light up a lantern and play with the candles. I was able to found the urge to keep playing candles as well as lighting up the candles... But now, i still do that but not because it excites me. I did it because i was able to refresh back about my childhood days as well as enjoying the beautiful view of lantern and candle. Both are such good combination when they are light up ! Such harmony and relaxing view...

After tired of playing with lanterns and candles, me and a few of my cousins played a childish game. Well, since i am 19 and one is 4 while the other is 12 years old, it was considered childish. Yet, we had fun ! Pillow fighting ! WAHAHA. BISH-BUSH-BASH !!!

Before ending today's writing, below are few pictures to be enjoyed (^.^)