Off Day

Today is my off day from work. Yap, my off day is on the weekdays rather than the weekends. Lol. The reason ? There are more customers to serve on weekends so the counter that i work at need all the staff available. Hardly get any off day on the weekends ^^

So ... How i spend my off day ? Not going out anywhere since all my friends are working and studying. Darn free at home. So, i sleep myself till 9.30 in the morning and then went to BT 11 basketball court to play two hours of basketball. Well, normally on weekdays, the court was deserted. But today, the court is rather crowded with some bunch of college kids and some afternoon session primary kiddos. Anyway, was able to find myself a court to play in. I skipped the 30 round of basketball running today. My leg felt weak. But the truth is, i am just to lazy to run after shooting dunno-how-may-times. Haha

Back at home. I was playing DOTA offline the whole afternoon till 7pm. Finish up all my Simon Scarrow's book so i am kinda free of books to read. Anyway, computer AI has been my companion for the whole afternoon. Haha. At this point, i still wish Lion is still here. Miss him quite a lot since the last time i saw that fella. Well, perhaps next time when i own a place of myself. A big enough place for my dog to roam around. For now, i might just let the books and PC to be my companion. Lol

Hmm ... Has been thinking about STPM result these few days. Just two to three weeks more before the result will be announced. I expected around that time. A mix feelings of anxious and worry fill me up. It seems like my confidence of getting a good result is starting to betray myself slowly as the time comes. What the hell is that ? Well, i guess that is part of the process of waiting an examination result. Never been this worried before though. Perhaps, my consciousness has make me realized that STPM will be the last examination that i will faced if the i do not fare well in it. A part of me is afraid to move on into the unknown while another part of me says worse come to worse, i'll just face it. Feelings which makes one felt troubled living life. Still, the word of mind comforting comes by itself. You had tried your best. What is done is done. Besides, how good you fare shows how much effort you had put in these one and a half year. Positively said yet the worry remains. Sure it remains. It is your future in hand. Which person who is not afraid of travelling into the unknown a.k.a future? It is just the heart to go on... The confidence to breakthrough the barrier of self-conflict as well as low self confidence that makes one grow more mature in facing life itself. See the self conflict in me? I am laughing at it myself. Haha

Well, might as well just hope and pray for the best ei ? Howdy ... Howdy...

That is it for this time then. Time to go to bed. Ho Ho Ho