end of MoNtHlY TeSt

Well, today happens to be the last day of my exam and the start of my one week holiday ... Horrays !!! and T.T ...

So, IS IT GOOD or IS IT BAD ? Good because holiday = fun time but in another sense, this holiday seems to be the very last holiday where i can actually have a bit of fun going around in my life. Not to mention after the impression i had gotten from my just ended monthly test. Sad case ... So, holiday does has its good and bad, depends on how things are being viewed ( i am talking nonsense )

Anyway, the coming result of my test can be guess the moment i hand in my answer sheets. Below are the PREDICTION that i had made myself. Impressed? I do not think any of you will be since it is normal for humans to predict the outcome of his doings. It is an ability that makes humans a more advance or higher level species compare to other animals. Haha.So, These so called predictions has a probability of 99.9% of becoming true although i am crossing my fingers (>.<) :-

Chemistry - totally undeniable a F( will be lucky enough if i get a D)
REASON: My pea brain was unfortunately blank when answering the paper which i had only myself to blame. Proves that i had not done enough of exercises although i had been working like dead lately...

General Studies - Will be fine since it is an objective paper. ( Hopefully a B is in hand )

Physics - Not very bad and not good as well ( Hopefully a D )
REASON: I mess up the formulas and darn those questions. All STPM past years. But still, i only had myself to be blame since the result has proven to me that my 'condition' is still not fit enough to sit in the STPM hall.

Maths T - Not bad ( Hopefully an A )
REASON: SILLY MISTAKES has again cause me IMPORTANT MARKS. Myself to be blame again.

Overall, this time's monthly test has not been a good 'OUTING' for me. Also, it is not a good hunting ground for As. However, i had no one to blame since i am facing STPM myself and i am the one that has chosen to walk upon this path. I have only myself to blame.

Hopefully, by end of this year, things will get better and i will have the qualification to really sit in the exam hall facing a decisive point in my life.

Please note that i am no feeling down or sad >.< Most people said that Form 6 is very hard and hell ya, i totally agree but with a condition. It is when one does not work hard through and through. Very very very hard i mean. Like the saying goes, 'WHAT U SOW IS WHAT U GET'. Studying an average of 4 to 5 hours a day has not been enough. Prolonging it is the only answer. From this point onwards, it is do or die. 8 MONTHS and counting down.