another pass-by ...

I just read a blog written by KL, a SPECKY friend of mine whom i known since Form 1. It comes by to be a shocking news. After reading it, i was kept wondering. How many people have passed by this day and never have the chance to see tomorrow's sun ?

My classmate's mom just PASSED AWAY. His grandpop just PASSED AWAY. Indonesia ex-president just PASSED AWAY. All these saddening events happened just in a short period without taking into account who you are or what status are u holding in the society. Just few days old. Makes me wondering? When will i face the same fate. Perhaps, not now but in my coming days. Am i prepared for it? Had i done enough with my life before leaving my loved ones behind? Questions keep popping out in my mind.

Well, most people will say, " Aiya, die only ma. Every people must go through de la". Quite true but how many individuals are able to face DEATH bravely when IT is in just around the corner and to go back to HIS side without regretting each second that is spent on Earth. I believe hardly. Even i can often find myself quoting those phrases but never really did think the real courage needed to face IT.

However, for me. Now, there is only one answer i am able to give myself. DO WHAT I MUST DO FIRST. There may be many answers i can still give myself but for now this is just it. What i am going through is a thing that i will be doing just for once in my life. I will never think or even choose to go through this again if given the choice to do so. So, why not do it now and not regret it in future? TRUE?

Looking at the mountain in front of me that is waiting for me to be 'TRIM'. A mountain that never really seems to be getting less in height but growing from day to day. Funny? I wonder. A part of my life that is going on day to day.